After a month of advocating for Migraine and headaches, I thought I’d let you get to know ME a bit better. Please feel free to answer these questions and tell me a bit about yourself also. Here’s some things you may not know about me.
30 Things About My Invisible Illness You May Not Know
1. The illness I live with is: Chronic migraine
2. I was not diagnosed until years after my first migraine.
3. I had symptoms since: probably the day I was born or soon there after. I had my first migraine when I was 5 that I remember.
4. The biggest adjustment I’ve had to make is: being prepared for it to hit at any moment, anywhere.
5. Most people assume: that it’s just a headache
6. The hardest part about mornings are: waking up. I have a headache everyday when I wake up and the direction of my pain level dictates my day
7. My favorite medical TV show is: Gray’s Anatomy
8. A gadget I couldn’t live without is: my phone
9. The hardest part about nights are: going to sleep. I love to sleep to escape the pain but my eyes flutter open from the pain and it takes me a while to fall asleep. By the end of the day my migraines escalate to levels that require peace and quiet
10. Each day I take the least amount of pills that I can & vitamins in order to survive.
11. Regarding alternative treatments I: do as many as possible to hopefully cut back on meds. They help minimally, but I do whatever I can to help myself naturally.
12. If I had to choose between an invisible illness or visible I would choose: no disease. It is actually helpful at times that I can hide my pain but also leaves me vulnerable to judgment. I don’t know how it feels to have a visible disease and I’m sure that just as many problems arise with it.
13. Regarding working and career: I used to be a special education teacher and the stress triggered me into missing many days and was criticized for having my own special needs. I now stay at home with my children which allows me flexibility but no breaks. I literally live, eat, sleep and breathe my children and even if I’m crazy sick, they are still my responsibility.
14. People would be surprised to know: that I am chronically ill. I hide it really well (the best that I can) so my children and friends don’t worry about me.
15. The hardest thing to accept about my new reality has been: it’s not a new reality. I’ve lived with it my entire life but have never gotten used to it. It has changed as often as I have since I was 5 and it is constantly a trial and error to give me some kind of normalcy.
16. Something I never thought I could do with my illness that I did was: go to college. I say this in hindsight because I was naïve in thinking that I would be fine when I left from my family and doctors. I have read how so many people have had to drop out of school and how it affects their education. From hearing others stories I am most grateful that I was able to be educated and enjoy college life at the level that I did.
17. The commercials about my illness: make me roll my eyes and give sarcastic comments. See my thoughts in Excedrin migraine commercial
18. Something I really miss doing since I was diagnosed is: being carefree. I don’t remember a time that I didn’t have migraines and I live each day thinking and dealing with them. To not have to think about my chronic condition would allow me to live much differently.
19. It was really hard to have to give up: drinking, foods, nights out, events etc. I miss out on a lot and even more if I’m not cautious
20. A new hobby I have taken up since my diagnosis is: blogging. I find it meaningful to help others and in return learn about myself and sort through what I’m dealing with.
21. If I could have one day of feeling normal again I would: (see) https://mymigrainelife.wordpress.com/2014/06/02/what-would-you-do-if-your-dream-of-a-pain-and-a-completely-symptom-free-life-came-true/
22. My illness has taught me: that I’m stronger than I think and that giving up is not an option
23. Want to know a secret? One thing people say that gets under my skin is: it can’t be that bad.
24. But I love it when people: say they enjoy my blog. I feel like I’m making a difference with positive feedback.
25. My favorite motto, scripture, quote that gets me through tough times is: live like you are dying. I never know when I’ll be locked in my cold dark room and I do not take low pain days for granted.
26. When someone is diagnosed I’d like to tell them: I’m sorry. It’s a journey.
27. Something that has surprised me about living with an illness is: how many aspects of my life that it effects.
28. The nicest thing someone did for me when I wasn’t feeling well was: a lot. I am surrounded by love and have an army of people who fight for me. I feel so sorry for people who are unsupported and alone with this already isolating disease. Love won’t cure me, but it has healed me.
29. I’m involved with Invisible Illness Week because: bringing awareness is important.
30. The fact that you read this list makes me feel: special. There is a lot to read and do and the fact that you read about me is special. Thank you for reading.